Sweet Sixteen Princess

2008-06-23T06:42:00.001-07:00

sorry i have shifted to

http://patiencelim.blogspot.com

2008-04-01T03:42:00.000-07:00

sorry moved to
http://domokunandpatiencewithlotsofloves.blogspot.com

2008-03-24T07:13:00.000-07:00

I've just started painting my room, It's pink in colour and it half done. but thanks to two people who came to my place today. We met up at amk hub to eat, one of them plus me headed to the acarcade to play. ended up with tons of sweet and one toy. rhater then i met another one cma e we ate lunch with her then we left the place to my home and they help me paint my room! and one of them took some cash from me. ok enough little details. bye!

back!

2008-03-22T05:54:00.000-07:00

I'm back home safe and sound from the kukup trip in malaysia. rather i think i will let the pictures do the talking.Anyway i was with kimberly and her mum during the whole trip.I stayed over at her place last night and we had a blast! And clique % girl day out was fun,adventureous and at the dame time dangerous. rather we went to far east plaza to look for xiao zhu's shop and it not open yet. then we went across to pacific plaza i bought my ripcurl purse form there then we headed to tnag to look for our party stuff, instead we headed to lucky plaza, and crazily enough, me and seow hui dash across the road. soon or later yun zhi ,alicia and kimberly join us. we hang around at kinokuniya, i bought some dance book, yun chi bought her magazine and kimberly bought her manga book. then we headed to velocity to get out dinner. we bought kfc and then we waited and waited for the bus. sooner i ran out in the rain just for a cab then we took cab bakc to to kim's house. then we had dinner.drinks and delicious cake. yummy. and finally hoem. yippe! i got new stuff lalala.

2008-03-16T21:35:00.000-07:00

I still don't know who is that girl.maybe i really need to reflect on myself.

2008-03-16T07:37:00.000-07:00

ooh, i can't wait to get my new furniture next week! but first i need to paint the room first, and then i can get the furniture! i will get a new bed, a new bookcase, table and a new swivel chair. sounds really good huh? I just can't seems to find a place that sells drafting table for sketching. And that what i really need. oh goodness, it's going to cost a bomb!

2008-03-14T02:44:00.000-07:00

She's really pretty hur? but seriously, now i don't know who's that girl. OK, most people will know that that girl is me. But till now, i don't know what do i still have in this girl that i don't have right now. Everything about her seems so change about her when she grow up.

2008-03-12T03:11:00.000-07:00

i can't contact mummy, but i need to talk to her. people please link me this is my current blog now. yeah. please link me. thanks!

2008-03-11T23:35:00.000-07:00

Beautiful song indeed. hmm, anyway i went for a personality test just now. quite pretty unusual results but anyway yeah from yesterday's post. what with the ella ella eh eh under my umbrella? "inside joke" OK thanks to Darren. Ohmygosh, oh yeah i tell you i love atiqah seriously, she the only one who understand my feelings and my past. thanks girl! yeah i only heard about stefania only like recently. girl, we will welcome you back dear girl. yes, of course i will give you a second chance. and it's going to be a hundred one them =). anyway yeah, Oh my life skills lessons, i told to choose five virtues out of 50 of them. slowly we had to cancel one of them bit by bit. so i choose
1)Beauty
2)PATIENCE
3)RELIGION
4)Vitality
and i cancel one by one, vitality was the first to go and then beauty slowly, i had one more to let go. which was PATIENCE, can you belive it? yeah. of course no matter how, i will can never compromise with religion god is more important than the work that i'm going to have next time. and of course it a very important time between me and god. thats why i now i know why god put me here in the first place. oh one more thing i have learn from my life skills.

I-Introvesion
S-Sensing
F-Feelings
P-Preceiving

ISFP people are quiet,friendly,sensitive and kind. They enjoy the present moment and what going on around them. The like to have their own space and to work with their own time. They are framed loyal and commited to their values. And to people who are important to them. They dislike disagreement and conflict and do not force their own opinions or values on others.

Quite true though, they are rather the emo people in the workplace but they are not that demanding or forceful, truely enough, i like to have my own space and work at my own time. which why sometimes i can't keep to deadlines. ok, gotta go too much to post.lol

2008-03-10T22:08:00.000-07:00

some test that i doing now for life lesson. anyway i just did it amazing results

ISFP - "Artist". Interested in the fine arts. Expression primarily through action or art form. The senses are keener than in other types. 8.8% of total population.

Free Jung Personality Test (similar to Myers-Briggs/MBTI)

Panda eyes

2008-03-10T22:01:00.000-07:00

i actually spend 2 hours yesterday just trying to do my typography stuff. And rather it has cause me my two hours of my sleep. and rather also soming to school late. so for now, i don't know what i'm gonna do. I'm seroiusly going to lose my sleep if i keep doing this kinds of stupid assignment and stuff. I haven't even done my daily prayer and fasting and not even reading of the pslams. and i have some bloody irritating childish guys who want to tell teacher everything about me. fine. childish idiot.

Welcome Back

2008-03-10T07:11:00.000-07:00

okay, my the other blog had gone nuts. so this here i'm reviving this blog all over again. and this was the one that held on to me for life. haha. ok gotta go. bye!

Hellos

2007-08-22T07:49:00.000-07:00

just letting you people who are visting here, i change change the url to
http://i-live-by-colours.blogspot.com
thanks!

Good Friday, Easter Sunday

2007-04-09T03:03:00.000-07:00

Friday, woke up at 5 think that i got to go to school. after that went back to sleep again. woke up around 9 then took bus 31 to the post-sec people event. Meet up with Renee and Eileen walk a short distance to tcc, had a qiuck short bite before the worship. yeah,watch the passion of christ, it hurts have to see your son been nail on the cross for those whom you don't know. yeah talk to anna and then shu mei talk about the jc life. yeah then play around with the mini chairs(for kindergarters only)yeah took lot more of pictures. Someone said that if only the chapel chairs were that small it would be easier to put down and keep. After that too a bus with wai yin(4B2) yeah had a nice chat with her. Today, study study study, stress. anyway already got my 5 year series for science still need to buy for maths. rawr =(

Ps: i don't know if she's gonna read this.
hey wai yin, it was nice chatting with you. haha
see soon yeah??

2007-04-04T00:12:00.000-07:00

today ,send thiviya home since she is staying in toa payoh temporary until her house renovation is done. send her up to her house met up with her relatives. her dog is so bigg. it a boxer anyway. omg pls. anyway will post more later.

i found the hana kimi songs! yay!

friday joy...monday blues...

2007-04-02T05:26:00.000-07:00

Friday, slack around didn't feel like bring books for lesson. So waited till two o clock. then studied a little and head home. saturday, went over to school for cell, talked about the meaning of easter and why did god choose to gave his son for us. sunday, went for service.talk more about sowing the seed and reaping it. yeah celebarted sarah birthday. Happy 21st birthday sarah(mel choo's sister)! Today as per normal morning blues. =(

blogging

2007-03-27T00:52:00.001-07:00

i don't know why i have the sudden urge to blog. never mind. ever since the start of the new term everything in the time table change out of four days of the five days. only the four days end at 2 pm. so that's mean i can go back home early to rest. but it only Monday and Thursday that i dread most. and in fact the list for the project smile programme is not ready yet and worse to come i only got two emails when I'm suppose to have at least 10 emails. rawrrs... yesterday was really late for school. rush all the way from opposite school in wet clothes. dried myself in the toilet yet still frickking cold. then told by the prefect to change my school uniform so that i won't catch a cold then had to change socks. but still wearing wet socks, shorts and underclothes garhhs... lesson as per normal. (geez nears had my whole entire hand dipped in so acid during science lesson.) Chem rocks!(nods nods). today rush and ran all the way to school.just nice i was sitting at the back for assembly. Anna happen to be sitting just behind me, during morning devotion talk and talk to gayyathri. talk about virtues of patience,love,kindness, and something else about the story of what happen between themselves. Amazingly she didn't stop me at all. she just kept quiet. so i was wondering probrably she got tired of telling eveyone off. (geez) people who have yet to give me the list please give it to me by the end of this week before cellgroup and i will not accept any last minute thing (i'm losing my patience)

love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, its not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no records of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the turth. It always protects, always trust, always hope, always perserves. Love never fails.

1 corinthians 13:4-8

i nearly read this for the umpteen time. and i still don't understand.

2007-03-23T03:07:00.000-07:00

last Sunday i went to fcbc for there youth service rather nice though after that went back home to prepared for school. Monday start of another tiring term.Monday went to settle the Ava stuff so rather busy. talk a lot about the past with Kimberly epscially some of the place we fondly remember. Tuesday hoping for the weekend to come so that i can get my precious sleep. Wednesday,came to school late so i could do any Ava duties after all went i reach school the sec 4 were already running. Thursday, had to settle some very last minute homework and CIP stuff, some stuff happen during PE shan't say. wasn't feeling well. plan to take a MC today, today, i didn't go to school on the first few hours then woke up a eight ,ate breakfast then got a call from JDW, asking me to go to school cause of CIP stuff. she doesn't believe that I'm not feeling well, so just went to school and went through the remaining two lesson. then headed to pathlight to do the drawing. some very crappy nonsense and lots of crap. now home. I can't believe what that JDW said to me lah. she says that I'm not sick and she making us(the group stomach and headache) fcuk you lah.you are not force to student to go to school even if she sick. fcuker. man she really makes me blow my top.

Church Outing

2007-03-15T08:33:00.000-07:00

I'm back after a long day a sentosa. yeah, went to habourfront station rather early so after a short while met up sister Corina and wait for the rest. I didn't know Jeanette was taking the same train with me later she told us that she going to west coast. then headed off to the monorail station yeah ate more gobstoppers. then drop off at beach station so walk under the hot sun to palawan. play games under the hot sun with hot burn sand *ouch*. then followed Samantha and Victoria to buy some drink then walk back to deliver the drinks. then finally we got a chance to dip in the water. place lots of water game took us a long time before brother Terence managed to chase us to shower then headed back home rain on the way to beach station then had dinner at Food Republic then headed off to the near by fountain to play. then had lot of camwhoring. so yeah got lots of pictures to uploaded and the finally homed. ok gotta go getting late. bye!

ps: Jeantte is was nice talking to you girl hope to see ya again soon
Samantha, we had fun together didn't we?

2007-03-06T03:48:00.000-08:00

I FINALLY FOUND THE BEAKER CLIP.
BEAKER U ROX MY SMELLY SOX!

2007-03-06T03:18:00.000-08:00

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i finally found the song i wanted. so yeah, i saw Eunice, Mel png, Mel ang and Nicky ding this afternoon they were on their way to school. Mel ang had dyed hair how i wish i could dye my. my brown hair seems not obvious enough. mans.. slept a lot just now. still rather tired

Assembly

2007-03-04T23:14:00.000-08:00

today assembly is about all round excellence in a physical way. talking about healthy diet and eating disorder. anyway the video about eating disorder seems so to apply to me. after all, most teenage have this problem since puberty so talk about 5 years of irregular meals. After all i hate the way i look with this brownish black hair, one eye with a double eyelid and the other without double eyelids, one thick fat useless lips,small boobs, flabby tummy, wobbly thighs, and lower thigh and a small useless feet i can't even run with it. so what on earth am i here for? just for people to kick us around like dirt? So what if i starve myself till I'm 30kg? after all i achieve something that i long to dream for a skinny body with beautiful hair, nice lips, big boobs*if i can afford to make my boobs bigger, a flat tummy, think upper and lower thigh and finally at least a exceptional feet that can aid me in running

taxi! taxi!

2007-02-26T00:46:00.000-08:00

it's been a very long time since i last blog. anyway cell group since rather a huge impact on me. talking about sharing with your friend, hvaing hope and faith in god and the last one *erms** i forgot. yeah in church we were discussing about believing in ourself. church cell have the biggest impacct. *screech.... bang* on me. talking about my identity. about who i am spirtualiy. and i told brothe andy that i was a nobody trying to be a somebody. but i didn't realised it that i am a somebody in god eyes. *angelic look*. so yeah if i have the time i will upload the vide that i watch oin church cell. it about a muppet called beaker singing a very old song feelings*emotional look* and yeah the guy playing the drums is so cute.*swoons* his name is animal. yeah very good for crowd control. yeah i was later for school this morning. i waited for taxi and guess what? two taxi whizzed past me and just ignored me until around 7 but there was a traffic jam on theway to schoo. i'm not sure but i think i have to do punishment but after all it's only my first time not including the last time in jan.while having test just now, i felt quensy and uncomfortable had to dashed to the toliet twice then bought some food to eat and a hot milo but my body was just to cold*brrrr* so yeah after the test slacked around for 15 min then headed home. i was suppose to look for catherine to do her 400m but i lost sight of her so i just went home. now i'm finally home settle down and now going to take a nap*yawwn* bye!

Lunch time

2007-02-21T01:42:00.002-08:00

today after school school stayed back for a short while cause of some nags from JDW. After that
followed Kimberly to the mrt. she stop at farrer park while i went to orchard pretend to look for Clarice but was looking for someone else. saw Anastasia she working at orchard mrt. then saw two very tall nag mo guys. nearly trip over my leg just looking at them. then a lady fell down just down so i help her. then walk all the way to gap to look for skinny jeans but i just couldn't find. then i walk up to topshop to look for it. but they don't have what i want. then walk back home since that idiot didn't want to see me. but i was like hoping to see Clarice more then like Chris went I'm suppose to see Chris. i had a weird dream about her. the first dreams was i was taking bus 113 with her to lorong ah soo. but instead on the day of her results i took bus 113 to kovan. then the second dream was that i was taking bus 163 home and she was in the bus with what i believe it was Micheal. Then i told her good-bye. and i asked her if she okay and then i said bye and i ws thinking to myself if i would ever get to see her again. weird isn't? anyway i got $260 for Chinese new year! yayness!

chinese new year

2007-02-19T21:46:00.000-08:00

First day of Chinese New Year
when to grandma house to eat then played around with my cousin. after dinner,we watch some movies like happy feet and monster house.

Second day of Chinese New Year
when over again to grandma house ate some lunch then my aunt and my cousin came and they left rather fast. i miss my two beloved cousin very much.my father printed a picture of three of us when we were just kids around 7 or 9. yeah we were just so cute.then we watch some Singapore made movies like 12 storeys and many more so yeah came back home late.

Sentosa II

2007-02-13T04:59:00.000-08:00

went out early in the morning,headed to vivo and bought some snacks and some drinks. after that met shalinda,siti,idah,Sophia,shabana and shabana's sister. then rode the monorail to sentosa. After that had a guy asking for my number in the end didn't gave to him. then settle down to eat. short while later played at the beach swarm from soliso to the small island and back 3 time. also kayate and went out the line after that suntan and then took some pictures when the sun set.the shower and went back to vivo to eat finally took a mrt home

Monday
some ppl have nothing better to do then to spread rumors and some more change the whole story. met up with miss teo much later talk about somethings.

today
trying my best to avoid everyone. i still don't understand why are you're treating me like i'm a pain in the ass? will you still seat with me if i have ASD? treating me like some bloody retarded autistic kid.

Definition
ASD;
Autistic Spectrum Disorder

"O" level results

2007-02-09T03:13:00.000-08:00

Today, had a terrible day some stupid comments from some pl. then later after lesson instead of break had English. went down to the Ava theatrette to look for Christabel and ask her if there is any more tickets fot the performance tonight but she said that she doubt so then rush to do my English test. After went down again to look for some of the people. then look sigh of Clarice. got confused some crying for joy some crying with regret. then finally came Clarice turn. i told next to her on her right and just kept looking. i told her to open up the letter for her jc administration. after realised she got 11 points she cried, tears of joy then gerdine and me went to comfort her after she got up she hug me. Omg, i just couldn't believe she did that i though she would still be mad at me about what happen last year. after that talk and walk a round then headed to heartland mall. bought some snack then she told me that we might not get the ticket so i told a mrt home in stead of a bus home. well sand thing is that i never got to take a picture with her. Well the week before last week i dreamt about her taking 113 from heartland mall. and yet today we took a bus to heartland mall. well she was so happy that she crying and laughing at the same time. oh dear. n level is just in a few month time. once after term 2 we are on our own and it is just revision revision and more revision. And Sophil got 15 points. yeah. go Audrey Han! She got the top for o level in PL

2007-02-06T00:21:00.000-08:00

Some thing really bad happen to me on Monday. and don't laugh. while rushing down to collect my Chinese book from the locker i clashed in a sec 1 girl. and guess who saw it with her own eyes. man why must it be Sophil Ang's sister? man some embarrassing please.oh dear o level results are going to be release. yeah i get to see Clarice and Annabelle again. oh yeah i have already prepared a list of what I'm going to buy for v day. especially to some of my very special friends. OK gotta go anyway here is the lyric for the song on my friendster media box. called true colours by Cyndi lauper.

TRUE COLOURS
You with the sad eyes
Don't be discouraged
Oh I realize
It's hard to take courage
In a world full of people
You can lose sight of it all
And the darkness inside you
Can make you feel so small

(Chorus)
But I see your true colors
Shining through
I see your true colors
And that's why I love you
So don't be afraid to let them show
Your true colors
True colors are beautiful,
Like a rainbow

Show me a smile then,
Don't be unhappy, can't remember
When I last saw you laughing
If this world makes you crazy
And you've taken all you can bear
You call me up
Because you know I'll be there

(chorus)
And I'll see your true colors
Shining through I see your true colors
And that's why I love you
So don't be afraid to let them show
Your true colors
True colors are beautiful,Like a rainbow

braces? anybody! bobby mania!

2007-02-02T03:32:00.000-08:00

wow it like sophia just got her braces. she just wouldn't smile when you want her to do so. lol
yeah i still got two more appointment before i can finally take off my braces. anyway i bought a pet goldfish! he name is bobby cause while on the way home the water in this tiny cup (temporary fish bowl) the water kept bobbing so i that gave me a great idea for his name.

dear bobby,
it was nice seeing you at the first time in your tiny fish bowl. it must have been traumatic trip for you since it was like two trip home. The water around you bobbed none stop whenever the bus brakes. and everytime water spill out of the cup i felt sorry for you. I want to thank you for just fasinating me with you weird moves.

luv,
your owner

love madness <3

2007-01-31T02:45:00.000-08:00

a lot of thing happen today anyway i will post more about it . Anyway i saw the dove advertisement about the self-esteem fund. well i agree that the average age of girl with eating disorder is about 15. i have low self-esteem ever since i was in primary five. i was under weight and i always though that i'm fat. i don't even like my eyes. i hate they way it looks one eye with eye lids and the other with no eye lids. Up to now I'm still think I'm fat. yeah I'm 47kg but i still have another frigging 7 more kg to lose. i hate myself for the way i look.wy can't I be beautiful? why must me? i'm fat,ugly,weirdo,and nerd. I HATE MYSELF. I WILL NEVER FORGIVE MYSELF NEVER.

2007-01-25T02:42:00.000-08:00

http://xiaxue.blogspot.com/2005/09/fucking-unfair.html
I think you should read tis about how teacher abuse their power and positions.

anyway hey something i think is quite racisit. but after all it also affect me. i'm a trying my best to be a vegetarian but yet unable too cause of temptations. but seriously it more like an insult to muslims.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4uG85Oaca_o&eurl

i don't understand what wrong with me being a vegetarian? if there is something wrong then why don't you tell me straight in the face?? Man the world is never fair.

brace,shopping and more shopping

2007-01-25T00:44:00.000-08:00

Yesrterday took one day of mc. today,straight after school i left the shcool took mrt from serangoon to dhoby ghaut then to orchard. walk from the mrt to mount elizabeth hospital. whoa,now no more the single band now just a long strestchof band stretch around with you teeth position. damn pain.jaywalk across to wisma atria. went to mango could find what i was looking for.went to sufer girl couldn't find what i wanted after that i went to topshop and guess what i saw? Breakfast At Tiffany's file and notebook.bought the notebook cause the file is too ex then walkt o flesh imp to ook for a blouse instead i found what i wanted? And guess what i wanted? a bag then like hmm,how to say? anyway then walk all the way down to espirit to look around saw some oversized shades. very much a reminder of nicole richie. but her's is really oversized. then when down to the basment to nuy some famous amos cookie. walk aout of wistma and guess who i saw? tanny and liz. mani wish my uniform ws just a blouse and skirt.yeah finally headed home.anyway when i have the time then i will uploas some of the photo's.some on christmas dinner,some on christmas,some i school and one who set of video on great grand aunt's birthday. wow type alot super yayness

2007-01-23T02:23:00.000-08:00

Anyone wants to got to butter factory? I got a free entry for two and it's age limit is 18 and above. if you would like to go please give me a call?thanks!

2007-01-23T02:19:00.000-08:00

heya! i haven been fell wel for the past feel days so please pray for me ya? anyway went to school tosay. so slack. sleep through some of the lesson. geez. exam timtable is out and it like my whole damned shedule is packed. geez, i better get a mc for tommrrow i don't feel like going for the level run tommrrow. plus i will be missig cell. great. thanks to my stupid nose and throat.

juniors

2007-01-16T05:15:00.000-08:00

i just got a culture shock today. i don't know that the sec 1 girls can be so rude. i wonder if what Mrs Jacob said really went in to their head. she said all about respect, OK lets talk about something else.

i watch blogtv just now about blogging mums. i saw charis's mum! well blogging is a good way to leash out our anger especially after a divorce. It like for the first blog i had i only blog about my sec 1 days. jeez and now this blog was made out to rant,nag and vent your anger. well i still can't forgive mum for leave me with dad. i mean most children whose parent's are divorce will prefer to go to their mum. but i maybe one of the special case that only goes to my dad. after 15 years of abuse,abuse of body and physiological abuse. OK enough ranting for now. will post up some of the photo that i have taken during the past week.

Chew house blues...

2007-01-15T02:40:00.000-08:00

Today mrs wong isn't in school so yayness! no nags from her. after assembly went for pe,take height and weight i''m never growing man forever 161 but my weight didn't changed much either. 47kg after all i still need to lose 7 more kg of fats. yeah and then had break. after that chinese lesson. then we went down for science talk to mr lim about matrix from add maths. i didn't know that they use matrix to build houses. weird then we went for english lesson. after a short while when up for maths lesson while have a free period, mr tang left us for a short while to teach the sec 2 girls. then we were dismissed. later from 2 to 4.15 played games like pepsicola,concentration and police and thief. then came the mood-spoiler. when fot house meeting. again class rep. mess up with the attendence some of the names are not from our houses but from our class. then had to settle money issue, each must pay $1. after that choosetop run what? i already chosen 400m,800m and 8x50m relay. after that i left all the rest to catherine to do. then homed. miss seet please tag your blog add and tag me?

school week

2007-01-12T03:24:00.000-08:00

school went quite well until yesterday. all thanks to the MIT briefing and the transfer. yeah it's like why do you have to pick on us NT girls just because we didn't appear for the packing of books on November and January? it's not fair why only us don't the other express girls also excuse themselves purposely? OK never mind, during cell i thanks god for still giving me a cca to go too or else i won't get my cca certificate. and yeah i cried. i just don't think it is fair to just pick on NT girls. today Mrs Wong pick on me now what? you another one? to pick on me? great. OK here something verses that i would like to bring out 2 Corinthians 2;14. check it out. yeah and miss Seet if you are reading this can you tag me your blog address so that i can link to you? thanks!

phobia?

2007-01-08T03:08:00.000-08:00

just to name some of the phobia that i know of

Acrophobia- Fear of heights
Bathmophobia- Fear of stairs or steep slopes
Catapedaphobia- Fear of jumping from high and low places

and just about then i pick up some inrelavantion verse from the bible
Galatians 5;22

My New Year Resolutions

2007-01-01T07:42:00.000-08:00

My New Year Resolutions

1) To forge a better relationship in god

2) To study harder for N level

3) To forge a better relationship with my friends

4) To get a long better with my classmates

5) To change my attitude

Dreams

2006-12-28T18:06:00.000-08:00

i have been having some weird dreamt the past few nights. firstly it was about Clarice . the dreams goes like her mum was helping out in something and she was very close to wear i was with my friends and yeah she just walk past me. well i guess god is trying to say that not all friendship will last long. and yeah the second dream freak me out a lot. well it goes like i said something hurtful or another word vulgar and yeah so it like during camp. and guess who cry in the second dreams? JESSIE why her? i don't know. but all i know her and me end up crying at the end. after all i have never seen Jessie cry. except once during one of camp sermons. the last one put so much joy in me.. cause i met Hannah (my camp group) at mac near the church. and yeah the dreams was all about being a joy to others. the past few day was really a cousin nightmare.

mood swing+screaming+crying+bullying=cousin mightmares
get the pictures?

lots of stuff

2006-12-25T22:55:00.000-08:00

18th december

celebrate was fun. met christope at bukit batok and walk all the way to the resturant. help out a bit in the decorations then later met up with jean and hannah. then we continued with dinner. danielle sat at the same table with us so yeah. had some games and then we reached home.

21st December

waited until 2 to meet up with joshua and his friend so we wait for chirstope then we ate a pasta mania. later we met uncle joe who gave us free entry to go in so we went into the garden of festival for free. later we met shu yan and then we had dinner at pizza hut. ate lots of cheese then had a blueberry cheesecake after that we shop around and then we finally got home.

24th december

when over to the condo that shu yan's father is going to rent out to. the place was pretty empty.we ate lots of chicken and stuff. Much later we went to orchard to carol. yeah the place was so packed that i got lost once and worse the crowd just jept pushing and pushing. got home at around 3 then we had debrieft and then we slept at 5

25th december

woke up at 8 o clock packed up and got dress. after that miss gan send us back but she drop me at kovan so i took bus 153 home slept for a while until 12 then i went over to bukit batok for luch then i tooka nap woke up at 5 hoping to see bella but she didn't come cause she had to go to somewhere.later had diine then follow ariel and laurencia to popluar to buy some games and i bought a present for jean! yeah so i still need to buy present for hannah and ber yeah.

today

woke up at 10 but was so tired that i kept drifting in and out of sleep. but later ate some oatmeal and some cookie that sis gave to papa. yeah and now i'm online trying my best to keep myself entertained.

Name!

2006-12-15T02:30:00.000-08:00

hiya blogger!
guess what i found on the Internet. god told me to go online and find out the meaning of my group members names. at first i was wondering why woulds he want me to do that it was until i found this. according to alphabetical order

BENAVON
????
CHARISSE
Grace, Beauty, Kindness
DANIEL
God is my Judge
HANNAH
Grace
JESS OR JESSICA
God beholds
KENNETH
Handsome
PATIENCE
Patience

It weird isn't it? he told me that's why my group is very unusual. We don't quarrel over who to go first. We don't give up when we think that the task is too difficult.We don't need to remind each other went our turn comes. lol Kenneth name means handsome! and i can't find the meaning for Benn =( well at least there are two name to take notice of one that says god is my judge and god behold and yet our group has the grace,beauty,kindness and patience! AMEN!

PS: i love this name EMMANUELLE " god is with us"

emerge, a new generation

2006-12-13T05:23:00.000-08:00

heyss! yeah it been a long time since i last blog anyway i got lots of prom photos to load but it just that i don't think my blogger can upload so much so I'm going to load in the photo album some time later when have the time. Anyway camp was fun. the first day after a long drive we reach there. we place our bags and after that went for dinner. after dinner we went to our rooms. well the room was big. it like a family suite so yeah. The second day we woke up Early in the morning to prepare for our camp briefing. yeah we were late so the camp commandant told everybody to go into pumping positions o we did some. yeah then we had games. game like picking out plastic bags with you eye closed to unlocking the keys and pick up marbles from the bucket of water to guessing out who is missing . yeah and the third game was very nice. yeah i volunteered to do so, we had like shampoo pour over our hair, lipstick drawn all over our face,four poured over our head and finally a egg smash over my face yeah it was fun thought the raw egg smell nearly made me puked. That night we did the blind fold game yeah we did more puzzles the station are to test our patience,perseverance,integrity and so on an yeah at the last station. we have a record so it like to find out if you are going to heaven or hell. yeah so i end somewhere like "hell" but i know god will never do that to me i know that he loves me and he will never leave alone in darkness even if Satan were to try and tempted in to doing something bad against god. yeah so on the third day we played the evangelising game and yeah we managed to save 'Ashley" sister Loraine. yeah and after that we had more worship and yeah yesterday worship was quite good and yeah it like started anew and yeah like circumcise your heart. it was so powerful that i cried none stop and i guess god have a plan for me even though god may not exposed this plan to me yet.and today we did more worship and yeah it did affect me when we were told that we need to do the multiplication process so lavender will go to paya lebar and some from Adam will got to paya lebar as well. yeah and because of that when i saw Chloe this afternoon to confirm with her that she was going to paya lebar and she said yes. Moments later i just couldn't control my tears and i just cry. yeah while on the way home we kind o like joke around especially with Charisse and ken yeah cause of the game that we play regarding doing a short part of the script from some part of the movie. spider-man,saving private Ryan and titanic. yeah titanic was like a romance story . saving private Ryan was like mystery story and spider-man? it was like both especially when spider-man told Maryjane that he wanted to tel her something and was suppose to kiss her and "Dr Oct" played by me was supposed to take Mary-Jane away yeah and it was like i 'm dragging her instead of lifting her up in the air like the movie yeah. so i will write something just for my members!

Jessie- Very cheerful, and a sister in Christ! yeah and she always ready to reach out to other in need. Heyss yeah many thanks for your undying patience even though sometimes, we may seems slow. may god keep watch over you went you enter jc next year!

Benn- sleeping partner! always helping others and very cheerful. thanks a lot for your companionship and yeah i will miss you! x)

Ee Li-a friend in need. thanks for helping me the other day when i injured my knee that night. thanks and may god bless you in everything you do!

Charisse-heyss! yeah thanks for your laughter and i appreciate your help when ever i needed it! thanks! may god continue to spur you on in your christian life!

Hannah-Hey! even if i didn't get a chance to spent one more day with you but yeah thanks for your kindness! may god keep watch over you!

Daniel-hey! yeah thanks for your friendship. Yeah! so may you continue to spur on other non-Christians that you come across in your life.

Joel-heya! yeah he a bit quiet a first but just now in the bus you went nuts! =)

Kenneth-mr joker! lol yeah i miss all your lame jokes but yeah thanks for your endless entertainment!

Sis Ser Ling-a sister in christ. and yeah thanks for your guidance for our group!

oh yeah HELEZ ROCKS! We are now a new generation!
yeah so that's all whoa i didn't know that i type so much X)

2006-12-01T06:48:00.000-08:00

bernice and me!

this is what jean did to her friend's legs x)

our bags!

me in my bikini suit!

okay thats all for my sentosa trip

2006-12-01T06:02:00.000-08:00

two of the photos can't be uploaded =/

2006-12-01T05:53:00.000-08:00

For the past few days I've been slacking around the house. It so boring just staying at home and not doing anything. Tomorrow is Saturday and it time to worship god again! yeah.i hope maybe some other time i were get a chance to maybe go out with my seniors and get to know them better. I saw a photo of my friend,she had her prom yesterday. she so pretty! i will show the pictures to you

Sentosa!

2006-11-29T19:11:00.000-08:00

Sentosa outing today rawks! couldn't sleep last night only got two hours of sleep. I went to jean's house waited for alex and ber to give us a call. took a mrt to Dhoby Ghuat and changed train to habourfront. continue walking to bus interchange. after dropping some things with alex. we went to the near by market to buy some drinks. then we took a bus to the main gate. after we bought our tickets, we took a yellow line us to palawan. When we got there we looked for the near by shelter and left outr bags there. then we walk around. suntan,play volleyball,play frisbee and play music and omy mp3 speaker. i'm so tired, i going to drift off in my sleep soon *snoring*

Interview disaster!~!~!

2006-11-27T18:06:00.000-08:00

yesterday i was ask my someone if i want an modelling job and i don't think this one is a scam. it is for real. And my interview maybe today. and plus later at 1pm i still got to for for the interview with Su restaurant. Plus I'm not sure what about tomorrow. I have to join my friends at sentosa tomorrow and i haven't tell him my plans and yet my father just told me to get the job, while jean's parents don't even ask her to go to work. Some my seniors are working at orchard to! plus one of the them work near my so called "office". I have never thought about what god has for me. maybe those dreams that he gave me was for a purpose? Last night i dreamt about me playing with my cousin laurencia. and I wanted to go to my sister room to touch Jasmine but my sister was very protective of her. and the went i woke up to go home it was 12 midnight. my dad wanted to caned me. and i went behind my uncle back for "protection" and then my sister said that she was the one who made us wait and not because of me. and she was so extremely protective of her daughter that she won't even let me carry her. What a weird dream isn't it? i mean i only got a touch to see my niece when they send us her photo. yeah it is true that i never got a chance to touch her but my sister being protective of her daughter? I better ask my sister something regard this. I'm her aunt why can't i touch her? god why? it is because I'm half blood sister that's why i can't touch her?but both me and my sister share the same father?or I'm i consider a outsider or a black sheep?

2006-11-26T01:26:00.000-08:00

1. Full Name: Lim Marcelia Patience
2. Name Backwards: ecneitap
3. Were you named after someone:yeah sister
4. Meaning of Name: virtue
5. Nickname : mushplim,racheal,emmaunelle,sweetsixteenprincess
6. Screen Name:cheryl,jean,hannah,bernice and me! bikibi babes in action!
7. D.O.B:21st December 1990
8. Place of Birth: Mount Alvernia Hospital,Singapore
9. Nationality:Singapore
10. Current Location:Dad's room
11. Star Sign:Saggitarus
12. Religion:Christiany
13. Height:1.61m
14. Weight:49kg
15. Shoe Size:dunno
16. Hair Color:black brown
17. Eye Color: dark brown
18. Who do you look like? :dad and mum
19. Innie or Outtie?: Innie
20. Lefty or Righty?: right
21. Female or Male?:female
22. Best Friends:jean,bernice,hannah,cheryl,joshua issac
23. Best Friends you trust Most:jean
25. Best Friend of Opposite Sex:joshua issac
26. Best Buddies:jean
27. Boyfriend or Girlfriend?:dunno
28. Crush:none
29. Parents: dad
30. Worst Enemy: i won't say
31. Favourite Online Guy:dunno
32. Favourite Online Girl:cuzzy
33. Craziest Friend/s: never
34. Advice Friend: Jean
35. Person You Cry With: none
36. Any Sisters: yes
37. Any Brothers: no
38. Any Pets:two dogs
39. Any Disease: no
40. Pagers:outdated
41. Personal Phone Line:nope
42. Cellphone?: call me 94899328!
43. Cool or Hot?:cool?
44. A car?: yep
45. Your Personality: quiet
46. Driving: would love to
47. Own Room:what??
48. What's Missing? :mum in the house
49. School : Plmgss
50. Bed Color: Blue
51. Relationship with Parents: rock bottom
52. Believe in Yourself? : yeah
53. Believe in Love at First Sight?:no
54. Listening Ears: no
55. Get Along with Parents?: seldom
56. Save Email Conversations?: no
57. Prayers/ Pray?: yeah
58. Believe in Reincarnation: nope
59. Make Fun of People?: no
60. Like to talk on the Phone?: yeah
61. Want to get married?:NO
62. Like to Drive?:yep
63. Motion Sickness?: sometimes
64. Eat Stem of Broccoli?: yes
65. Eat Chicken with Fork?: yes
66. Dream in Colour?: yeah
67. Type with your fingers on home role:what???
68. Sleep with Stuffed Animals? : felix the cat
69. Next to You?: computer
70. On the Walls of your Room: none
71. On your mousepad: pig
72. Dream Car: bmw
73. Dream Date: none
74. Dream Honeymoon Spot: none
75. Dream Husband or Wife: none
76. Bedtime: what??
77. Under your Bed: floor
78. Single Most Important Question: is there anything stuck to my teeth?
79. Bad Time of A Day: Morning
80. Your Worst Fear: heights
81. The Weather is?: glum
82. Time: 5.32
83. Date: 26 november
84. Best Trick Done on Someone: none
85. Theme Song: Stars are blind
86. Hardest Thing About Growing Up: freedom
87. Funniest Experience: none
88. Scariest Experience: none
89. Silliest Thing You Have Ever Said: none
90. Scariest Thing While You Are with Your Friends: none
91. Worst Feeling: none
92. Best Feeling/s in the World: none
93. List 6 people whom you want to do this survey they will do it if they want to: jean,bernice,hannah,clarice,madeline,christabel

week madness

2006-11-19T20:32:00.000-08:00

On monday, I help my uncle out with his booth at HDB hub. It went well although they didn't really bought much.On tuesday,we help to start up a booth at Singapore Expo. pretty tiring though. the primary one girl in st mag is so cute... On wednesday help again but not many people expected to come. On thursday i think i went out with jean and shop around and she drop by my house and i drop by hers. On friday i did some housdework then met up with cuzzy for shopping at wisma and managed to buy some wooden pencil and pen. On saturday, when to church after that went for cell. after church i went to jean's house again for dinner. then we talk to zhen hao about some crap. On sunday, i dress up for a special dinner with my maternal aunt and uncle and step-dad. The meal was delicious and it was so expensive. okay there is something i want to say about the dinner. my cousin is super irritating. i mean you don't have to scream at the top of your voices and flip my dress? well culture shock. ok i blog lots about the last week. gotta go bye!

(ps:France,Paris rock man! "oh la la")

2006-11-08T00:32:00.000-08:00

i'm so tired. i wonder why???

no to animal abuse

2006-11-05T22:10:00.000-08:00

saturday morning i was buying stuff when i saw a abuse dog
so i went to call the animal association but they do not
have space for anymore animal ao i call my uncle ,he told
me to call the spca, and requested me to bring the dog to
the police office then they will pick him up from there
i been wondering,what is the dog doing there?? will i
won't know until i ask around,but it already over.

Alcohol partae

2006-10-31T06:19:00.000-08:00

i just bought a few bottles of barcadi.i can wait to get drunk at home. the only problem now is that i can't find a bottle opener at home =/
i promise myself that i must find out how barcadi taste like and i'm waiting to get myself drunk. once i get use to it i will challenge annabelle and clarice to a rum drinking competiton =)

Vivo City

2006-10-31T01:09:00.000-08:00

Today, i went for extra lesson after that i got dress and head out to farrer park mrt to meet kimberly then we headed on to habourfront mrt. as we got there we started shopping. went from shop to shop.We went in the toy-r-us later and played around. after that we went to eat at carls'jr. then continue shopping kimberly bought a jigsaw puzzles that is so cute! after that we went to the habour of the ship terminal station then we took a amrt home. she went to somerset mrt while i continue my journey back home and now i'm home! lol i'm so tired =/

2006-10-29T22:30:00.000-08:00

Perfect-Simple Plan
Hey dad look at me
Think back and talk to me
Did I grow up according to plan?
And do you think I'm wasting my time doing things I wanna do?
But it hurts when you disapprove all along

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't pretend that
I'm alright
And you can't change me

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

I try not to think
About the pain I feel inside
Did you know you used to be my hero?
All the days you spent with me
Now seem so far away
And it feels like you don't care anymore

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't stand another fight
And nothing's alright

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

Nothing's gonna change the things that you said
Nothing's gonna make this right again
Please don't turn your back
I can't believe it's hard
Just to talk to you
But you don't understand

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

2006-10-29T22:22:00.000-08:00

---------CUT HERE
---------INSERT DRUG HERE
--------- INSERT KNIFE HERE

GET IT???

2006-10-29T22:19:00.000-08:00

WHY CAN'T I BE PERFECT? I HATE MYSELF.
I'M JUST A STUPID USELESS BITCH
I'M A MENTALLY RETARTED SO WHAT?
LIKE YOU HECK CARE.
JUST LEAVE ME ALONE

WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ME??
I'M FAT
I'M STUPID
I'M A BITCH
I'M A SLUT
I'M A WHORE

INDEED...

Babies Galore

2006-10-22T23:11:00.000-07:00

I just can not believe this, my sis gave birth to a baby girl on the last saturday afternoon. I realy don't know how she look like but she very very cute. And her name is Jasmine at the same time i have a classmates name jasmine too. concidence isn't it??
=)

Terriyaki boyz tokyo drift

2006-10-20T03:06:00.000-07:00

omg i love this song too!
anyone can get me a racing car?
=)

=(

2006-10-18T20:13:00.000-07:00

Yesterday many people didn't come to school as if they know that there is no activity for that day. Well just now was the same.And now we are supposed to have mathematics lesson but Mr Tang need to go for a meeting. so we spend our free time on the computer doing our own things. can anyone tell me is a tomato a fruit or vegetable?

I still got a lot of weight to lose *sigh*
and i have yet to grow a little taller *sigh*
when will i ever be beautiful?
damn stupid hormones

maybe i will have to wait till i'm very much older
and by then i will have to face the world.
what else can i do?
all i have to do is too wait
=(

Bad Day =/

2006-10-17T19:48:00.000-07:00

Today only 17 people came to school. so we slack all the way till rescess. Maybe after i reach home then i will tell you more
=/

Sexy,Naughty,Bitchy

2006-10-17T07:27:00.000-07:00

OMG i love this song
this song is so totally me.
=)

Plastic surgery??

2006-10-16T03:16:00.000-07:00

I just cannot believe it. It was like after the founder's day celebration I went back home. Got change and then went out to Dxo near esplanade for clubbing. I went back home at about 1.45am in the morning. Today we have some post-exam activities.So we have an introduction to Latin music. After that I head out to Cathay to do hair and and makeup. I was suppose to do the makeup but that person snatch that chance from me. While I was in the salon I told myself i wish i had an american skin ,an american hair colour and an amercian name but just what else i need to change first i need to change my wieght and height after that i will have to try to go for plastic surgery to removed some unwanted fat from my tummy and try to made my butt a bit smaller. I've been on diet these few days. i still try to cut down my food intake and my sugared drinks intake.And guess what i still got another 7 more kg to be a perfect 40kg! that will proably take me some weeks. =/

Ideal height:1.65m
Height now:1.61m
Ideal weight:40.0kg
Weight now:47.0kg

2006-10-12T04:20:00.000-07:00

Beauty

2006-10-12T03:56:00.000-07:00

Today we went to the salon to get our hair done. We split up into 3 groups and we started with the demo. I was the hair model for today not only I got my hair wash and cut, my friends got a chance to wash my hair too.

this afternoon, I went to church for the prize collection practice and so we had to pretend to receive our prize. After that I was told that I didn't have any more space left for the founders day dinner. Never mind.

I'm wish I could represent myself in the photo shoot on Monday. If not I will never have a chance to do

It doesn't really matter whether I'm graduating or not. I don't even need to represent our class in Miss Cambridge

Deja Vu II

2006-10-11T03:14:00.000-07:00

Yesterday we did some therory for image consultation program's. So we also did some demo and I ask him if it is ok if I go for beauty pageant and he say it is that I have to just take off my braces and then trim my eyebrow hair. Well it doesn't seems long in order to apply for a pageant.

today we did some more therory then we did some hair demo first on Bridget then kerrie,me idah,jasmine. idah and jasmine got a makeup demo. So lucky. After that we went back to our class room to check our results and what's the good news? I pass Chinese English and Science so I maybe promoted to sec 4.

and tommrrow we will get a chance to do other people hair

deja vu

2006-10-10T17:22:00.000-07:00

Beauty
beauty
and more beauty
=)

Holidays

2006-10-08T23:00:00.000-07:00

I'm supposed to have school today, fortunately today is a marking day for teachers. so i have one day of holiday! Well something happen yesterday that made me so pissed with that person.

i'm supposed to meet up that person at somerset mrt then i reach their first so i called her and i ask her where is she and she said that she at home so i told her to meet me at cathay orchard. and i went there first. A short while later i called her again and she said that she is still at home i ask her why are you still at home and i ask her to hurry up and guess what at 6 pm when i called her she choose not to pick up my phone. and i waited till 9 pm to see if she will called me and wowrse she didn't even tell me wheher she was coming or not and she did not tell me anything. She made me waited like a fool and worse she didn't pick up the phone when i called her 5 times and she didn't even reply my sms. what kind of friend are you? to play your friend out and let her wait for you like a fool. after all i need not have to ask you if you want to go out or not. and you didn't even tell me if you want to come or not after all i'm not forcing you to come and yet you choose to play me out. WHAT KIND OF FRIEND ARE YOU

Relax!!!

2006-10-05T20:53:00.000-07:00

Finally i'm done with my exams. Now i can just relax and just enjoy my free time.

what is an ah lian?

1) Wear cheap brand clothes
2) Hang around under the void decks.
3) Rebonded their hair over and over again
4) Have a comb and a mirror everywhere they go
5) scold all sorts of hokkien vuglarites
6) wear shorts skirts or baggy pants
7) use all the zxs in their usernames
8) use words like "i lubb euu"
9) Prefer to watch chinese drama
10) always deny that they are ah lian

all right thats all...

Countdown

2006-10-03T06:00:00.000-07:00

Two more days before exams finish.
*yawn*

Sweet Sixteen Princess!

2006-09-28T02:30:00.000-07:00

Hey, just to let you know my birthday is coming in about 3 to 2 months time. But yet I don't know if my father will put up a birthday celebration because my sweet sixteen birthday is coming soon. But I can't guarantee that my father will put up something special this year. I really hard to say as my father is really short of money now and he just paid a huge amount to buy over the house so I think it will be the same this year =(